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Sunday, May 28, 2006

Life is just a big puzzle that cannot be solved. Everydae sth new arises and a piece of that puzzle goes missing just when u're finishing. How're we supposed to move on? How're we supposed to try? Everytime, I do anything... Fail, I know *My results must be the worst in class, even though, I didn't get last... I still feel, angry... sad... or maybe disappointed might be a better word for it... I still dun get it, I did study hard for these test after all, am I really not really suitable to stay... Maybe I got in by pure luck, well it is just too bad, I can't transfer now, can I?
I will. Sometimes I just want to break down and cry. Yet I can't do that, I wonder why? Am I not normal? *Everytime I cry, it's for nth important or even worth crying over it... I feel terrible inside, I hate this feeling...
Eating me from the inside are my emotions, my thoughts. This world is not suitable for me, the reality is too great for me, it is cruetly itself... I hate to accept the truth of anything, from anyone... I know why truth hurt, cause it just have do that. We 're reminded by truth to change and learn but why doees it has to hurt... And hurt so much...

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Saturday, May 06, 2006

I like all my 3 sis, although all of them are not real sis, but it is better than nth... I miss all my 9 friends back in primary sch... I remember my teacher commented us as inseparaters... and it is true... We spend our last two years as close as bro and sis, now the family had separeted... I miss them veri much... I want to belong to our small family tree again, where magic come alive and we becomes whatever we desire... I like those times when we spend the spare times chatting, playing all kinds of games and having parties at my house... I wonder whether they also remember... It is kind of sad to remember all those happy times as children in primary sch... We never have these kind of problems as we now have in each of our new sch... I think I am the worst of the lot, my maths has come back to hunt me and I can't cope with my sch work... So stressful... I wonder how to overcome all these problems by myself, in the past all my 9 friends help me in my sch work so I can manage to get into Nan Hua... Now... I am all alone to cope with all my problems instead... I miss all my friends wherever U are...

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