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Monday, May 28, 2007

After the gathering, having so much fun ^^ but not much games as usual rite? I mean lky we ply wad games.. hmm.. lets see - Snap, MSN disturb others??? LOL and pillow fight? hahax =P then jus find the things we want.. can't find much.. decide next time ask my mum's opinion better.. lol.. better than getting scolded.. haiz.. then 2dae quite funni? but quite alot of ppl.. but Rac and Sijie nvr go.. so sad.. )= Jess & Mj go instead.. but still so much fun however if all of them could go make up 9 ppl more fun ^^ the more the merrier ma =P haha.. going out so mani times.. feel so tired.. haven't even started on what I am supposed to do! nvm dun care haf fun this week next week then start =P but if euu know mi well enuff u should noe I will left it to last minute hahaz... dun post le go seventeacups post liao~

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Saturday, May 26, 2007

Haiz, mus wake up so early 2dae plus is hols le.. but nvm.. lucky nvr say much.. but my results drop alot.. haiz.. but lucky better than last year =P so can ply com~ yay!
So celebrating the whole dae.. on the com whole dae.. haha.. but got side- effects o.O now eyes pain.. haiz.. have to shut the com )= nvm..
aniway.. found out what I am weak at? then have to improve lor.. but not surprisingly my worst sub is chinese.. kind of expect it.. but at least nvr fail ba.. then 2dae when I got to sch with Enci.. tot Sijie left le.. but found her still inside the classroom.. lol.. then chat all the way till the my turn for PTC but refuse to go in.. kind of strange to hear what somebody say abt u to ur parent doesn't it? esp.. if it is sth bad.. =x
but ok la.. still almost same as last year? lol.. nth new.. AT mus have run out of comments.. haha..
hear the talk.. lucky shorter than I tot.. then understand abit abt which sub I wana choose.. but feel strange.. lky suddenly alot of work to do.. best go do my hw this week so can ply rest of the weeks! ^^ decided to study hard for next term.. lucky they nvr say much.. prefer her than him though.. at least she encourage mi.. I feel abit hurt cause.. he onli be gd to mi when I have gotton gd results.. which is totally unfair.. so my results slip change guardian.. actually I prefer to let her sign.. but nvm.. got sign can le..
Suddenly feel abit lost.. and scared at the thought of a whole free month ahead of mi.. cause I have wasted my last hols doing nth but ply =x so hope can make good use of this month hols ^^ but she always tell mi no matter what try ur best, so even if u fail at least u left no place for regret =) etch in my memories haha.. but still mus work hard so decided to quit a few of my fav games.. until after exams.. but if got time I definitely going to ply =P No play, all work, make Jack a dull boy ma.. ^^

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Tuesday, May 22, 2007

haiz.. feel abit lousy.. always so **lucky** one.. draw lots then is mi.. haiz.. but go then go lor.. at least onli for 1 dae.. so forget it.. discussing who going to go waste my time lor.. so mad.. but if had known I was going to be chosen.. should haf volunteer instead.. so can went home 1st.. haiz.. but still make it in time.. ^^ so.. haiz..
but dun feel lky doing my hw.. tmr still haf NP.. why can't be on thurs???? or even 2dae lor.. tmr early off leh!! 1pm after sch gone.. haiz.. then Fri still haf.. but ok la.. at least got 1 dae break..
feel so happi start of the week de.. but results ruin my dae.. scared my parent ltr confiscate my modem.. then cannot online le.. haiz.. should haf study better,, so better start for tt maths test.. or else ban from going out during hols.. and tt is totally bad news..
then feel so bad.. mabe she nvr meant it to be.. hope she had a better week.. noone lky it when ppl oppose them.. esp on purpose.. haiz..
aniway last week le.. I can't wait.. I realli can't wait! all thoose bad results wind mi up and I realli mus take a break from these but still haf to study at the same time.. torture.. at least no NP during June hols!! feel so happi.. ^^ haiz.. maybe should think from a positive side of ways..

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Sunday, May 20, 2007

Haiz.. ytr went to sandi's church.. well.. at 1st so scared.. so mani ppl.. but ltr on ok la.. but still feel so afraid.. dunno why but there lky veri nice.. so stay till so late.. haiz.. nvr manage to complete my hw.. but forget it.. more worrying is my maths test tmr )=haiz.. but still didn't regret going there.. at least haf some fun.. then when siew ling poped mi the ques of accepting chirst.. I dunno wad to do.. cause I wan remain a free-thinker foreva~ because being a free-thinker dun need to worry so much.. my mum also advise mi be free-thinker.. lucky nvr accept.. my father know I go church.. face black black de.. scare mi half to death..
Yay! having a gathering on 28th of June.. and is a whole dae event!! movie in the morn.. shopping in the afternoon and picnic in the evening lol.. onli prob is now the place.. but can settle tt de la.. jus glad we can haf 2 gatherings this hols.. I remember last year I veri crazy wan every week 1 gathering =P but can't cause of NDP.. haiz.. at least we can maintain our friendship ^^
and we create a new blog.. this time grp effort.. more fun.. 2dae so slack.. jus mass conver with them for so long.. discussing alot of things.. feel lky in the old daes.. love it when we have mass conver.. means we can discuss wadeva we wan without afraid of anione listening =P mus worry for ppl watching lor.. hahax..
can't wait for the gathering~~
can't wait for hols!!!!!!!! whole dae with them.. haiz.. hope we can still chat lky old daes.. haiz.. but worry abt the parent-teacher conference. cause have been doing badly these few weeks.. and they threaten mi wan to keep the modem.. so not fair.. so feel so low.. can't ply games.. then chat on msn also get scolded.. but at least I can still use the com ~

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Thursday, May 17, 2007

Haiz.. finalli can post =P aniway quite surprised 2dae is quite fun even NP! I love 2dae's assembly.. ^^ so much fun listening to the different songs.. Dun wan tt assembly to end lor.. 1st time hahax.. aniway hope next week also this fun..
then mus rush to NP.. the drills quite ok.. aniway lky the sing-along session.. 2dae I think we haf a fever =P mi and Sijie.. wan our squad to be louder than the sec 1.. then 2dae quite ok cause no pt!!!
aniway.. wan go attend music sch leh.. sounds lky fun.. but fee so high.. aniway dunwan ani lesson cause can concentrate on studies.. and suddenly miss my teacher.. haiz. she so gd.. always tolerance mi.. cause I hate get up so early plus tt time I wan watch TV de.. so always delay abit.. lol
aniway enci get sick.. nvr go sch.. get well soon!! but so envy her.. can slack at home.. but too bad 2dae sch fun hahax.. aniway 2dae take her dad's taxi to sch.. lol.. so funni cause she forget to cal mi last nite to tell mi.. but lucky tt time eileen, jas, jie ying we all ready to go up on the MRT but she call jus in time.. so have to tell them early gd-bye.. aniway then finalli know wad they talking abt the scary & fun feeling down the slope.. at 1st scare mi to death then lky so fast.. Sijie experience so mani times then I looked at her.. but cannot help but laugh.. cause she trying hard to control her laughter.. after tt noticed enci's dad looked at us.. lol.. mus think we crazy.. hahax..
plus think nowadaes already holiday mood le hahax.. so dun think next week maths test will get gd marks haiz..

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Sunday, May 13, 2007

Haiz.. I dun understand.. It always lky this.. haiz..
Aniway, ytr went JP with ec.. hahax.. took longer then I thought! Plus the money prob half-way through.. lol! nvr thought it will be lky tt.. but finally finished what I have set out to do.. but still.. so tired, haiz..
Better finish my hw haiz..

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Friday, May 04, 2007

Feeling so confused.. at 1st quite tired but happi cause finalli complete our lanturn!!! but not as nice as I hope but still at least it seems lky a bell!! and someone recognise it as a bell too!! so happi!
Though.. think I hurt someone's feelings unknowingly.. I am so sorry! I truly didn't mean to.. it is all a joke.. pls cheer up.. so now a mixture of sadness.. happiness.. haiz.. saw her so sad on the MRT know sth's up.. so stop it.. but still should have known we have gone too far.. but hope she realise we will nvr left her out la.. Frenz4eva kayz?
but she so nice.. nvr lose her temper but look kind of sad.. I know tt feeling.. so terrible lor.. I always feel abit hurt when they jk abt mi.. haiz..
though sometimes.. I think I should self-check myself.. dun do anithing to anibody tt u dunwan it to happen to u.. but sometimes it is hard..
aniway.. feel abit sad tt 2dae is the deadline for the lanturn cause think is quite busy and fun at the same time doing it.. well.. maybe disappointed a few times but still the proecss is fun ^^
well, no more lanturn project le.. but hope it will be chosen.. but others look so nice! well, have hope in ourselves ba..

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Wednesday, May 02, 2007

haiz.. 1st time so sad cause alot of ppl say alot of things but not a single 1 is bell!!! haiz.. but dun care la.. mus work harder lor.. 99% hard work, 1% luck! then geo nvr bother to study but tmr napfa no time le.. so better study ba..
but cannot let down tt kind uncle so better work double hard with the limited time..
aniway next wed maybe going take neoprints with them.. I dunno why.. but got weird weird feelings towards it.. maybe cause 1st nvr go out with them a long time le.. think our frenzship is stretching veri veri veri loooooooonnnnng.. I hope it will not breaks.. but who knows wad will happen 2 years ltr?
actually I agree with wad she say 2dae.. but think wad make it hard is tt maybe they dun feel lky it so I have given up on the whole thing.. maybe I can still communicate with them.. it's not too bad le.. as for them.. they see wad they deem fit ba..
sometimes I re-consider the whole separate thingy actually I think is gd for mii.. Lky from wad I see now.. if I am not with them I think I dun dare to talk to them le.. esp when they dun online so often and dun haf blogs and all tt.. well, the others I still can go to sch with them and chat and ply on msn.. so tt's why maintain this friendship.. if long time no see.. I feel awkward.. I dunno why I nvr haf tt prob with them though.. but sometimes haf la.. duno why I always feel much braver with them..
afterall.. with them for 2 years le and gone through so much.. so feel much natural with them ba.. wish tt this story can goes on foreva.. but no story goes on foreva, there will always be a end to it.. haiz.. but xi wang da men kai yi zai yi ci zhao hui yi qian de hui yi..
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