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Monday, April 30, 2007

I can't believe that they are still at Jess's hse! wow.. haiz.. wish I can go.. but at least I fix mi com liao! but all mi data went missing and I have to install bak every single thing!!! haiz.. so jealous of enci & sijie can stay at Jess's hse so late!! mus be veri fun!! hahax.. ((=
then thxs to all those who tag at mi blog!!

To : Jieying
Here is a whole paragraph for u!! esp when u tag so much!! thxs!
lolx! why u think zijing is tt cool cool sort of type?
And happi ^^ tt u can go gathering!! I wan a whole complete gathering this time, with noone missing!! and which post(s) are euu talking abt?
as for ur heart probs.. cheer up la! maybe u tell mi on msn? and dun feel so sad.. maybe euu will meet a better guy? and gd luk for all ur exams too!! remember get gd grades so can go gatherings!! jiayou~ get well soon!! miss euu xxx

To : Jesslyn
lolx! yay! we lov3 ur hse veri much!!! too bad can't go ur hse 2dae )= esp when enci sijie stay so long!! haiz.. btw when u ready with the grp blog can tell mi the url? or u wan mi help u find blogskin?

To : xiaobai
thxs for tagging!! ^^

To : wet rice
ya.. long time nvr use these kind of nicknames le!! I luv rac the nickname best! lolx and gd luk for ur mid-year! get gd grades!! so jiayou! and I going update our blog NOW hahax.. not a dead blog le so no funeral.. sry! =P and maybe u chiong posts ba.. cause I chiong gatherings kayz? lolx! ^^

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Wednesday, April 25, 2007

yay!! 2dae is fun playing at Jess's hse lol.. esp when noone is at home except the 4 of us.. Enci, Sijie, Jess and mi! ^^ lol then go have take away and then watch Enci, Jess do their D & T project.. nth to do.. then sijie explore the hse haha.. then chat with them while they do their work -- so hardworking! then after tt.. abit sianz.. so go with Sijie to explore.. lolx ^^
then hungry then rack her refrigerator! then saw alot of sweets and CHOCOLATES!!! actually we onli saw the sweets then spot mii fav sweets! lol.. her hse is lky the gingerbread hse in the fairytales except tt it is sweet and chocolate hse! hahax..
then mi and sijie saw a hugh lollipop then laugh lky siao.. after tt I have a hard time controlling my laughter esp when mii and sijie jus *stole* abit of pineapple tarts.. lol.. so lky so funni but can't stop laughing although mii stomach pain liao.. hahax..
then Jess go bring out her collection of CHOCOLATES!!! 4 BOXES sia!! haiz.. actually 1 box is the brownies cookies but veri yummy! then 1 box of chocolate look lky **** then noone dare to eat.. hahax.. then I love the heart-shaped chocolates best.. lolx.. esp when it is mint in flavour.. lolx.. by the time we finished with it.. there's still quite a amount left.. although think we will grew fat.. hahax..
then if can sleepover at her hse veri fun.. cause got chocolates for nite snacks, lolx ^^ then her hse veri fun although abit scared cause onli Jess room got lights on.. then go outside abit scary.. but I lky her room cause got air-con on ^_-
then Jess create a new email for the 5 of us! ^^ so nice of her! Thanks Jess!!
think she wan create a blog for us but wun be so soon.. but still thxs!
haiz.. hope tt June hols quicky come! then can have gatherings again! I sort of missing our gatherings again!! wish to have lots!! but have hw+projects.. haiz.. then Jas they all have camps.. so sad.. hope will haf time! aniway after their exams can take neoprints le!! mus save up money for tt.. hahax..
Frenz4eva~

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Tuesday, April 24, 2007

haiz.. still abit scared.. think is cause I silly enuff to ans his ques.. cause I nvr actually thought it will actually happen.. lucky saw mi gf downstairs.. or else also dunno wad to do..
hope tt will be the last I seen of him..
aniway.. dunno why always in the afternoon got sleepy mode o.O then always have to chiong my hw at nite if have.. haiz.. then wish tt she can realise the differences.. then go jy's blog then lky her blog song lol.. then realise cannot see everything on the outside, maybe should look further inside..
Fr3Nship importanc3~

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Sunday, April 22, 2007

haiz... she is gone.. maybe foreva.. I dunno.. but I realli lky to thxs her.. she is veri gd to mi.. and u can say.. a gd fren to mi too.. but I nvr go send her off.. cause I am afraid to cry.. haiz.. she always so kind to us.. but these daes are over.. I am already starting to miss her..
she can always teach mi sth new.. I know what I should do.. but I am too afraid to do so.. maybe.. she will be back.. but I am not sure..
In life.. maybe we should not take things so seriously.. let it go.. euu will maybe feel better.. sometimes.. letting it go.. seem so easy.. but actually it is hard..
but the harder I try.. the harder it is to let go..
maybe jus let nature take it course.. dun force it to happen.. but I realli hope by the end.. everybody will be happi..
and maybe this is the last year to have fun.. for the next 2 year.. there will maybe.. alot of stress.. will at least jus enjoy it well I can.. but there will always be sth to do.. test to study for..
at least I hope tt.. it will not be the same.. as .. well.. haiz.. maybe happi is the key to unlock howeva jus hope tt the key is willing to show itself not keeping it hidden..
aniway tmr got maths and chem test.. but can't study for chem test.. for 1 thing I forgotten abt it.. and for another.. I nvr bring anithing home to study for.. lol.. but maybe maths I can go revise ba.. dun wan to fail again..

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Friday, April 20, 2007

haiz.. the fren.. I tot know mi well.. misunderstand mi.. she actually tot I am different.. I feel abit hurt.. but forget it.. maybe jus as well as she dun understand mi.. I dun understand her as well..
I wish tt ppl can understand the need to be sad sometimes.. as well as being happi too.. If all ppl are carefree then there will nvr be ani problems.. in fact my frenz have been so wrap up in her problems.. she forget some things..
maybe I am also too wrap up in my own things too.. I jus hope tt one dae.. she will understand tt under every one faces.. there's actually sth hidden inside.. not jus euu.. but everyone.. pls dun keep all the sadness to urself.. maybe letting out our emotions sometimes might ba a gd thing..
everyone have their own choices.. they can choose to be kind.. or evil.. they choose their own path.. and at the end.. they can onli blame themselves because this path is wad u have choosen or laid out for urself..

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Wednesday, April 18, 2007

2dae go buy de cake le.. wun say for wad.. jus tt I think ppl will say biased.. but realli I think quite ok la.. but need bring the cake bak to sch tmr again.. hope wun spoil it.. then he so gd.. birthdae got cake then after buy with sandi then go eat with yufang.. then I considering the possiblity of sandi lky him.. haha.. cause his birthdae so nice one.. lol.. but dun care la.. ltr I go eat the cake then tell sandi spoil liao mus buy new one.. hahax.. then got cake for supper.. yum yum..
lol.. but realli SRY TO enci.. sijie.. jess.. zan xin they all!!!!!!!!! I tot tell sijie le ma.. nvr tot u all will wait one.. o.O sry!!! then tot say go buy then u all will understand u all go 1st ma.. next time say more clearly.. dun be angry! soo super sry! but mi and yf say hao le.. if they wan kill mi ask for help from yf.. lol.. yf so gd ^^ then jess they all also so gd.. wait so long for mi!! sry!! next time try to sms mi or call mi ba.. but strange I can't hear my phone ring o.O mus be sth wrong..
then 2dae de leadership course de quiz got entrovert then she lky dun believe mi o.O but I lky doing things with other ppl ma.. more ppl more fun.. well.. then she lky give mi questioning look =.- I abit fear of interacting with other ppl doesn't mean I dun lky to entrovert ma..
sianzz.. next week mondae.. BPGH got exams.. haiz.. gd luk for all of ur exams.. but hope all ur exams quickly end so can go out and have gatherings again! ^^ then also have time to mass conver! miss gatherings.. lol.. this time hope all can attend.. then more fun ma.. last year always 1 or 2 ppl missing not so much fun as all together..
Do euu believe in miracles? ~

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Tuesday, April 17, 2007

LoL.. get all these quizzez from rachel tan from class 202! hope euu dun mind I also put mi ans on blog.. cause I also have nth to put hahax.. it's truly fun sia! ^^

Your Inner Blood Type is AB!

Your personality is hard to define - you're very unconventional.And even if your personality could be defined, it would be completely different next week!Outgoing and shy, sensitive and thoughtless, you tend to have a very split personality.This makes you unpredictable. You can be a total angel - and a total devil.
You are most compatible with: everyone!
Famous Type AB's: Jackie Chan and Marilyn Monroe

What's" Your Inner Blood Type?

You Communicate With Your Ears

You love conversations, both as a listener and a talker.
What people say is important to you, and you're often most affected by words, not actions.
You love to hear complements from others. And when you're upset, you often talk to yourself.
Music is very important to you. It's difficult to find you without your iPod.

How Do You Communicate?

Your Mood Ring is Blue-Green

Inner emotions charged
Yet, somewhat relaxed

Mood Ring Generator

You Are a Ring Finger

You are romantic, expressive, and hopeful. You see the best in everything.
You are very artistic, and you see the world as your canvas. You are also drawn to the written word.
Inventive and unique, you are often away in your own inner world.

You get along well with: The Pinky

Stay away from: The Index Finger

What'>http://www.blogthings.com/whatfingerareyouquiz/">What Finger Are You?

You Are An ENFP

The Inspirer
You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends.You are also unconventional, irreverant, and unimpressed by authority and rules.Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives.You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're qutie the storyteller!
You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist.

What's" Your Personality Type?

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Monday, April 16, 2007

haiz.. he realli go and do de dare.. at 1st lky dun dare see.. now I wan see again! lol cause veri funni.. I siao le =P haizzz.. then show mi mum sth.. then she tell mi dun learn.. o.O cause it is abt love one.. then say we better concentrate on our studies and stuff lky tt again.. I onli asking her wad it means ma.. cause I dunno wad it means.. o.O next time dun ask liao.. ask sth always get lecture..
haiz.. why parents think we know nth lky tt.. o.O jus observe can know alot of things liao.. no nid words..
haiz.. if onli I understand wad they thinking abt.. sometimes jus can't understand..
so sometimes better keep things to myself.. keep quiet less trouble..
haiz.. then 2dae she bought alot of things for her mum.. so gd of her.. she always so nice and thoughtful esp to her family.. no wonder alot of ppl lky her ^^
Do euu believe in miracles?~

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Sunday, April 15, 2007

haiz.. remember I still have hw to do =x.. esp the eng report.. I esp hate it when ppl lky to edit my word.. =.= I already say dunno.. pls dun edit next time..
haiz.. then ytr strange strange de.. both my frenz not at home? both go out 2gether ar? o.O so gd then..
now I still DUN feel lky doing my hw =.= can I skip it? almost forget tmr have maths test.. o.O die liao..
Do euu believe in miracles? ~

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Friday, April 13, 2007

nowadaes lky plying truth or dare liao although I dun lky it a few daes b4 hahax.. I think is cause is online ply de ma then I not always so unlucky!! ^^ then no nid to face them so easier to tell the truth..
but is these dae the sun rising from the other side? cause the wurl seem to change and my view also change abit.. actually alot.. surprised to find out abt ppl can be veri different on the outside and the inside.. well.. aniway ppl have different personality.. jus maybe we dunno abt it..
maybe cause.. this is the last year to be with 2o3? if tt is the cause.. I hope this year last foreva.. I dun even mind if time realli stops at this time..
I often heard ppl complain abt dun lky nhhs and hate goin to this sch.. well.. sometimes I can realli dun lky it.. but other times I am fine with it.. cause if I dun lky the sch I would nvr have put it as 1 of my choice.. I think fate plays a part.. if fate let us be as a class.. might as well enjoy it then complain and waste the time away.. and if I dun go to this sch.. I would think I will nvr know wad I miss out on..
everybody have a place whether u are here or there.. there would always be a place to welcome euu.. although I nvr got to the same sch as all my bestest frenz.. at least we make new friends along the way and can let our frenz make other frenz by introducing them to ur frenx.. so think lky the whole wurl is link 2gether as if 1 whole big family cause u noe her.. she noe him.. he noe u.. it is in a circle.. jus a circle too big to trace..

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Thursday, April 12, 2007

2dae go pizza hut again =x spent alot liao.. but can't resist.. lol.. cause they eating there ma.. but own her some money.. always borrow from her.. then have to get money again.. and my father already give mi extra every morning lor.. haizz.. nvm la.. they nvr ask why..
but have to tell them to prepare give mi more cause for the class tee.. they say budget 25 dollar.. but why can't lower down to 20 dollar? but dun care la.. not I give money ma.. lolx..
then alot of 2o5 ppl nvr go for sport heats cause tot cancel liao.. so pity! I hope they give them chance.. I mean it is raining.. then anibody with common sense will think cancal ma.. unless u wan them to run in the rain la.. but then stop raining while we are on the train reaching JP..
haiz.. dun noe why.. they say I look sad? o.O got meh? I nvr talk much and nvr smile much onli ma.. doesn't mean anithing rite?
haiz.. think abt having pt tmr.. dun feel lky going np.. cause pt always make mi abit breathless even if for a short distance.. then tell us to keep running.. cannot catch my own breath.. but if they go.. I go lor.. but when my drills lky not gd.. ltr make the squad angry might as well dun go.. then dun go after while go bak, drills still can't master they also can get mad.. so same~
not as if I dunno wad to do.. but always 4get.. then scared tmr go bak.. IC scold.. haiz.. we always talking abt changing our cca but 1 and a half years liao.. nvr change cause of the marks we lose if we change.. aniway they won't wan la.. now tt they promote liao.. then dun talk abt changing cca.. cause all empty talk..
they say squad *bois* already abit mad liao.. so scared of tmr.. cause I always get called one lor.. so unlucky )= but they say they already not veri happi abt us keep pon last few weeks.. haiz.. I dun lky it..

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Wednesday, April 11, 2007

If time can go bak.. I wan to remain at pri sch 4eva.. at least everybody is happi with their decision and nvr regretted.. howeva.. time cannot go bak and our choice cannot change again.. tt's why I regret..
euu say.. frenzship can be 4eva.. well, I say can't.. same JC? I cannot even imagine wat our frenship will become by then.. when our group separated into different schs.. we already splited in personality and I dun wan to lose ani fren.. euu all might not change.. but it feel different.. 1 and a half years out of 4 years have pass.. and it's already different.. so dun dare to hope.. dun dare to wish.. can onli watch..
howeva hard I try.. there seem to be a gap between all of us.. and different all of us had become.. we still have fun.. but u noe veri well.. there's also other frenz ^^ so even if we realli 1 dae.. nvr contact each other again.. I promise.. I will still remember everyone of euu because I have gd memories from all of euu (=

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haiz.. she look so sad.. when the more u try to smile and cover up ur hurt the more u look upset.. her posts made mi feel sad.. didn't u look happi everydae I see euu? haizz.. but dunno how to help her.. wish I know how to help her..
aniway.. if euu reading this post.. pls pls cheer up! u noe why everybody always look for u when they are in trouble? Because euu always so cheerful and so friendly to everyone ^^ but 2dae on the way to sch.. the air feel uneasy.. why? smlie dun help then think abt happi memories.. if u still feel sad.. cry it all out k? it's better to talk then to bottle up.. cheer up and smlie a REAL smlie of happiness..

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lol.. 2dae de stupid rain!! goiin home make my shoes and socks wet through.. lucky got bring umbrella ^^
after sch, jess and enci wan go heats so follo along lor.. sijie dun wan come.. haiz.. miss out on wad we found out.. then plan not to tell her cause who tell her not to come?
but think she will definitely get angry.. so think stay neutral best =x ltr she get angry and mad.. I dun lky to think abt it..
but they always fight then get mocked angry lky so funni ^^
haiz.. then half-way through then started to rain big drops! lucky we ran fast
then wan go home but the rain too big.. so decided to wait abit.. so bored lor.. but go home also nth to do.. =P but finalli enci found out wat she wan.. but dun think much abt it cause not much interest..
aniway.. now I SUPER BORING SIANZ BORED SIANZ haiz..
xxxxx

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Tuesday, April 10, 2007

2dae is yingying's birthdae.. lol.. happi birthdae to her! ^^ haiz.. so tired.. but lucky not much hw.. now veri bored! nth to do~

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Monday, April 09, 2007

Try so hard.. for nothing.. watch others so happi.. but when u feel so upset.. tell urself fail onli ma.. but then go home still so sad for nth.. dun feel lky doing anithing.. but onli one so hard.. others got while u can onli watch.. I tot I dun care.. I dun lky it aniway rite.. why still so sad.. cry no use ma..
but I feel lky doing it.. I really did try my best in the promo.. but always lky tt.. I still have to continue this year with the sec 1!
why.. do u noe.. ur heart hurts when u see them with it while u dun haf??? I tot I dun lky it.. dun have also nvm hor.. but why.. they so gd.. I was lky so useless.. feeling complicated..
try next time also no use.. cause I lost my 1st chance..
u can nvr dampen ur frenz feelings when they did so well.. but u feel worse inside.. knowing u can't make it..
I hate it.. u can't cry when u feel lky doing so.. knowing next time will be different.. different from ur frenz.. positive attitude? I will nvr double promote.. I onli kidding myself onli..
sad from everything..

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Sunday, April 08, 2007

lol.. ytr finalli get a new com.. so dun have crack le!!! yipee ^^ finalli can see properly! but the new com look abit lky tv cause is rectangle instead of square.. then when we connecting it.. lky so funni.. but still it is bigger than the previous one ^^ my mum say next time when I bigger will need use laptop le! hehe.. so happie.. while my bro use the com I can bring my laptop everywhr I wan! but still have to wait =P
haiz.. tmr bak to sch.. will definitely have monday blues de.. why weekend pass so fast ? Q.Q
then my bio ws do half-way onli.. hahax.. dun care le =x bak to plying games liao~

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Friday, April 06, 2007

lol.. finally finish changin the blogskin!.. whew.. so tired =P but 2dae is gd friday.. so no sch.. so shuang~ too lazy to do my hw.. so jus relax abit.. hahax..
nth to do.. so bored~ haiz.. dun feel lky doing anithing.. sianz )= but the blogskin still seem to have abit of prob.. cause the original won't load the snow so add in from other blogskin one.. then seem lky got alot of snowing starz.. hehe.. cause add in liao.. then both can work 0.O then got 2 kind of snowing patterns but nvm.. lky tt more snow ma.. ^^
but they won't snow at the bottom one =.- no fun..
haiz.. dunwan write so long liao.. bye~

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Thursday, April 05, 2007

lol.. 2dae not nearly as fun as ytr.. free periods all the way from recess onwards u noe.. except for the enrichment *dance* but the dance quite fun lol.. but being tickled until stomach hurts >.<
aniway.. 2dae also quite gd! 3 free periods! from the start of sch to recess! but have to study for bio test, aniway the bio test surely fail.. no hope liao =x
then after sch go JP, hahax.. I finally can watched others eat without buying some for myself!I finally learn how to self-control.. hahax.. aniway it is cause I am not hungry.. lol.. I am jus thirsty..
aniway.. JY's blog the nice nice song dunno go whr liao.. so sad.. )= why the song lky change everydae one? o.O so amazing! but miss the ytr nice song leh! haiz..

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Wednesday, April 04, 2007

haiz.. I dun think I wan to play 'Truth or Dare' le.. always I so umlucky mus spill out my secrets =.= then she refused to tell mi hers cause all gang up 2gether and vote mi out.. haiz.. so NOT fair!! I wan to find out onli ma.. then got this rule cannot ask one.. then mine u can ask cause other 2 agree? haiz..
What is wrong with my ques? o.O then leak out mine get so mad.. but forget it.. aniwy it is way in the past liao.. haiz.. I MUS find out..
I went home after the trip to west mall .. find out I spent 20 dollar sth from start of the week to now.. lol.. now left 5 dollar.. and mi father even gave mi extra to spent.. mus not go out so often liao.. wan broke le..
tmr bio test.. dun feel lky studying.. but dunstudy definitely fail but study might fail or might not.. aniway onli 50/50 so study or not? bored~
then go tagged chat online, some ppl veri funni lor.. but mostly jus go in for fun.. then at nite always ply the cat game veri fun.. but now I can't concentrate!!! forget it.. study abit at most might pass.. why life in singapore mus be so stress???
heard from fren.. in some other country the living standard is higher but not as much stress.. u jus have to pass ur exams can le !!! so lucky those kids! haiz.. my childhood is doomed to study and hw.. so pathetic..
haiz.. dun humans also make mistakes? so nvr go for perfect.. if euu can choose between gd results but unhappiness or bad results and true happiness which would euu choose?
now I onli thinking abt how to study for my bio test tmr??? haiz.. so distracted~

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Sunday, April 01, 2007

lol.. so funni.. 2dae is April Fool Day then when my bro woke up tot I forget abt tt.. fat chance ^^ then try trick mi.. lol.. but my 3rd bro 4get.. hehe.. early in the morn, jus wake up.. surprised if he knew what dae it is..
then try to trick a few ppl =P some get tricked!!! I can't stop laughing when they call.. lol.. but hope they dun take it to heart jus a joke ^_- but some nvr.. so sad~ Q.Q
haha.. but I got lot of hw havent finish haiz.. if let mi I can ply from dae to nite (=
sooo b0r3d~~

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