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Sunday, July 29, 2007

Done finish most things.. so so I tot.. until rachel tell mi abt the chem test & er.. geo mindmap? I dunno how to do tt.. so tmr do ba =x lol.. always say tmr then I dunnid to rest by the time I finish with all the work I nvr do.. at least I managed to finish wad I remember & I can rest! but I dun bother.. defenitely monday blues tmr.. haiz.. still have to stay bak after sch.. and haven't bought the presents yet..
haiz.. so mani things to do.. but time seem to run out from under my hands.. so I decide to quite alot of things till after my exams =( which is heart-breaking.. I will have to quit going msn or blogging.. haiz.. but I will start next week? LOL.. I will start when I am ready.. which might not ever happen.. =P
Alot of things happen.. but I dunno why I feel tt though I used to hate it last time, I enjoyed it now.. maybe cause I learned? Dunno.. maybe ba.. lol..
Feel tt time is slow todae for mi? nvr realise I opened my com so early in the morn.. no wonder my parents get mad.. and I nvr stop using till 7 and I start using now again.. nvm I will quit during exam period aniway.. if I can managed tt is.. =P

I can feel ur tears because euu r in my heart..

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Saturday, July 21, 2007

Expect more I guess.. but.. emotions can be concealed.. lies and fakes.. but there's always truth beneath it.. u noe wad.. I dunno whether it is a concidence or wad.. but can guess from their.. msg.. almost identical.. except for their name.. nvr actually noticed it till I happen to glance towards them..
hope.. dreamz..
then suddenly addicted to 1 song again.. quite nice actually..
Cinderella are you realli tt happi?
Cinderella are you realli tt lovely?
I wan to noe whr's ur love and ur dreams
part of the lyrics..

then read the book.. dunno when will finish it, trying to make the moment last.. then thrilled to see my theory of snape is true.. he is realli not tt bad.. no wonder.. but love the name of harry''s children better.. hahax.. albus.. james.. lily.. slip to the bak part to cheat and find out who had been died.. but quite strange actually course we dunno wad they talking abt..
best to start at the beginning.. to mi.. but at least enci, jess and i read quite part of it during breakfast, hahax.. alot of ppl were reading harry potter at mac.. surprised.. duno when sijie get hers.. but kidding we reading half-way will get her call and ask whr we are.. lol.. which is at mac.. but she nvr call.. can't contact her when we leaving too.. haiz..
now my bro snatch the book away from mi while I using com =.= haiz.. nvm can read from whr I stop ltr.. if I manage to persuade him to give bak the book..

finalli can go jess blog.. glad she woke up so early todae.. nvr tot I will wake up at the crack of dawn jus to line up for the book.. all of us arrive in gd time.. but I last, for the 2nd time? better try not to dilly dally next time.. wonder if they have finish their book? read it through a few times already.. tot I will need at least a few daes to read.. but it didn't so sad.. at least can get the picture clearer, all of us agree it is a MUS to watch the last harry potter movie..

haiz.. but have to get bak to my work liao =.= such a bother..

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Monday, July 16, 2007

I dunno why.. but hurt.. sad.. yet confused.. why? I feel lky throwing up yet I feel numb.. tears tt fall doesn't seem to have a meaning.. I have given up long ago.. haven't I? but why.. it still feel tt hurt.. I dunno why.. I wan to turn bak the time.. bak 2 hrs earlier at least I feel happi.. being with my friends is the best thing in the wurl.. yet now.. I wish I have nvr known.. truth realli hurts alot more than lies.. do u noe.. why? can u tell mi the ans? I feel so tired.. everyhing seem to fall apart, but yet hold together by a mere glue.. although it is sth I seem to know at the beginning yet I feel horrible.. why.. I wan to cry.. let it go.. but I can't.. because..

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Sunday, July 15, 2007

LoL.. saw jasmine's blog about the meng po tang.. nice story.. didn't know there's such a history abt it.. wonder whr she got it from? aniway full story go jasmine's blog in my link.. maybe use her solutions to escape from forgetfulness.. cause I think I drink too much last life.. I am so forgetful.. =.= but I certainly dunwan to lose my memories.. and my knowledge. If u spent a lifetime collecting them.. it seem so cruel to forget wad u built up isn't it?
aniway ytr went near Jess hse emm.. celebration abt the .. emm.. I dunno how to say forget it.. aniway ply badminton but it is such a pathetic situation.. esp with mi around.. and the wind.. but quite a nice change to ply at nite haha.. then I gave up and sat down on the floor then poor Jess had to accompany mi.. LOL.. sorri! cause I gave up totally.. in the end decide to try another activity but my mum called and gtg..
then tmr watching Harry Potter & the Order of the Phoenix!! hahaz.. then tmr also early release at 12.. nvr look forward to mondae so much.. =P I think is my 1st time going to watch with Jess and Jalan.. hahax.. but heard my friends's friends say it is quite disappointing cause they miss out alot of details in the book.. well.. onli 2hrs so short.. didn't expect much ba.. but I hope they dun left out the important parts!! some ppl complain it is too short too, I can't say much but I hope it is fun aniway..
can't wait for the release of the last book! haiz.. hope I wun neglect my studies but I jus got to finish up the whole book b4 I am satisfied ^^ or else I can't even concentrate in sch.. daydreaming again.. haiz.. maybe should left dreaming to whr it belongs at nite!! which is now.. hahaz..

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Saturday, July 14, 2007

haiz.. saw Mr Low.. Jess ' teacher IQ so high.. 142.. o.O one of the highest.. hahax nvm.. work harder on mi exams then.. cannot depend on my mind liao.. lol.. so worried abt the geo test ytr.. 50% lor.. fail le I am over liao.. I want to take geo after all.. I mus learn abt these to fulfill 7teacups dream..

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Friday, July 13, 2007

Panda.. I hope euu saw my replies.. haiz.. we can't turn bak time so we should make better use of the time shouldn't we? I learnt a new word in geo.. and I think it can be apply to this situation.. opportunity cost.. we should find the next best alternative ba.. let's hope miracle happens? Maybe we can actually *turn bak time* bak to the past us.. =) why dun we try talking to all of them and find out the probs and try to solve them?
however I have a prob I can't solve.. how do euu tell a person to smile or at least say hi! when they feel embarrassed and shy abt it.. however both of them wanted veri much to talk to each other as per normal again.. if u have a solution tell mi will u? I have tried several times and no result haiz.. hope miracle happens to them!
2dae np quite fun and relaxing.. hahax.. surprised mi.. have fun teaching sec 1 actually but I can see I will make a bad teacher =x dunno how to teach actually.. this sort of thing should left to enci.. cannot forget her promo teaching methods.. superior.. and make feel approachable towards her.. hahax.. she might kill mi for tt =x haiz.. didn't know promo test in 2 weeks time.. make mi super nervous.. but next parade had to go the bridge competition.. wonder how we learnt the new drills?
oh ya.. hope rae join soon.. so can take promi with mi =x so I will not be so nervous hahax.. mus really refresh my memory =.= forget bring things AGAIN!! haiz.. feel so stupid.. is lky 3 times in a row.. next time I forget again.. I realli feel lky banging my head against the wall.. tmr sijie can watch harry potter movie le.. so gd.. and lee qing watching tonite.. wonder if it will be nice? I wan to watch at nite too.. but bought my ticket liao.. well.. at least is at the evening.. maybe not too bad.. hahax.. better not eat too much popcorns.. or else ltr cannot eat dinner..
actually I wonder abt the chinese story abt wad happen after u kick the bucket.. we have to cross the bridge and drink this meng po soup.. if is real.. can we pretend to drink it cause we wan to remember our friends.. and past life? I dunno.. if is real.. I hope can trick somehow.. and still remember all of us..

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Thursday, July 12, 2007

haiz.. if going bak 1 step means I can go forward 2 steps smoothly.. isn't it better? but I am still stuck at the junction.. should I move forward or backwards? have euu ever wonder.. why our friendship become lky tt? I feel strange.. feel tt it is somehow part of my fault.. I should have known.. wad's right.. wad's wrong.. remember the past, I promised.. promise to help her.. but I failed..
now.. everything goes wrong.. I realli hope tt everything can be bak to normal.. something so precious and so hard to forget.. remember how euu build it up? all the time.. but now it's not right.. u told mi.. of ur feelings.. but yet, somehow the bond is still there yet noone wan to use it 1st.. the bond will not wait 4eva.. somedae.. when u found the courage it will be gone.. everything must have a start and an end.. but I dunwan it to end so quick..
did not all of us promised to always be BFF foreva.. yet somehow.. we are further not by distance.. but our feelings.. I hate it.. feel so out of touch.. will it be the same.. animore?

its not the same animore`~

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Thursday, July 05, 2007

have been checking out 1 of my frenz blog.. realise.. she's right.. streaming le.. will we become different classes? I suddenly understand.. loneliness is so sad.. I feel happi whenever I go to sch with my BFFs.. but next year will be different.. Dun haf them chatting with mi animore.. looking at the beautiful sky at JE hahax, I love looking at it.. remind mi of beautiful memories..
think tt we will be more distant next time.. but will miss them..decide to enjoy every moment now.. onli half more year to go.. but lky sj say.. we may not be frenzforever.. we will go different ways somedae.. but at least we enjoy and really lky each other's company having memories no matter.. hard, bitter, sweet.. still we are once frenz.. maybe we will be BFF forever.. tt will be the best solution ^^ I hope we will always remain in contact..
Only if it rains, there's rainbow.. every parting is a sorrow.. but tt's wad make meeting precious.. beautiful things can not last forever but we can kept a memory of it in our own private photo album..

if love is selfish.. friendship is caring.. kinship is love~

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Wednesday, July 04, 2007

tired.. haiz.. feel lky sleeping but can't .. then go JP 2dae order the new Harry Potter book!! well, not mi la.. enci and jess onli.. I wish I haven't order mine so early.. now they can get a new promo.. better than last time =( I wish I order ltr haizzzz.. I wan tear tt ticket got excitement ma.. but I crazy de la.. wish sijie can order hers too.. maybe we all can have the last book ^^ then everybody happi! feel so bored.. aniway the harry potter movie coming out le.. wan watch with my frenz hahax.. but after sch so strange.. nvm lor.. lky enci say new experience LOL.. but still quite funni to bring such a big sch bag in.. =.= lol.. oh ya.. should have ask all seventeacups go together hor.. maybe..
haizzzzzz.. nvr finish so mani hw =.= too tired to do.. then jess got the text colour code in her msn why I dun haf de.. haiz.. update 3 times le still dun haf.. I wan have colour in my msn names.. nicer.. she use it in our msn.. but I can't see.. haizzzzzzz.. guess we can't have everything we wan in our life..

feel strange when it is in front of my eyes.. have you ever wonder? wondering.. how imagination always play tricks on u..

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