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Thursday, March 29, 2007

haiz.. I not updating my blog liao.. lol.. dunno why 2dae dun feel lky but nth do ma.. Until I feel lky it then I update.. =.= so bored~
then go take neoprint AGAIN!! lol.. nvm cause this time onli once.. I prefer going home cause I got a feeling abt my mum wanting mi home early.. lol, maybe I imagine it la.. but got home my mum really got sth find mi ^^
she bought mi a new wallet I keep pestering to buy for the last few weeks.. hehe.. but not tt 33 dollar one.. the other butterfly design but I still lky it the same.. then my mum say it is made out of real skin??!!
so I quite happi but I too tired to show my enthu, then nowadaes I really bad in class.. nvr listen to lessons liao.. lol.. esp maths, mus really listen but always got some or other reason.. made mi lost heart..
then go read my fav anime manga online then saw this line I luv veri much ^^ so put on my msn
* A lost life cannot be brought back again, that's why life is precious and living is wonderful *
2 mi it seem to have alot of meanings behind it.. we onli have 1 life so whether we wan to live it happily everydae.. it's our choice.. if we lost this chance to live, we will also lost our frenz.. happi memories and unfulfiled dreams to death.. treasure it~
lol.. so true.. haiz..

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Wednesday, March 28, 2007

lol.. know what's bothering mi liao.. but still dun solve the prob.. jus read somethings can't help it.. I actually feel tt it is right.. cause.. I dun wan to say.. but haiz.. it really is bad..
I really wish tt I can talk freely abt it.. but why ppl have to b3 careful cause euu can hurt someone.. and I dunwan tt to happen.. but if I wan to be truly happie, I also dunno what to do..
if ppl can change.. pls.. make it a must for better.. euu can't build up ur happiness on someone else pain but I sometimes feel lky doing so.. haiz.. but if I do so.. I will feel bad all over again so same not happie.. haiz.. how to get true happiness? I wan all this to end and go bak to the former self.. it is better this way.. but things have to move and change..
so have to suffer for how mani more daes???

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Haiz.. dunno why.. 2dae feel so tired.. aniway, so it is true.. tt frenz can nvr b3 4eva even if u are really close now.. who knows wat will happen in the future? lol.. 5 frenz.. 3 go AJC while 2 go NJC, but 1 go AJC cause scared of stress.. onli other 2 cause of frenz..
lol.. but it is comforting to know at least 2 ppl same as mi.. so tired of everything, haiz.. hope can fall ill then dunnid go sch le.. then laze at home.. so gd~
bored liao.. cannot buy the wallet I lov3 cause cost 33 dollar!! haiz.. but my mum agree to find similar one.. lol.. but still I luv tt 33 dollar wallet th3 best.. then frenz suggest I save up buy.. but the prob is everything I save up my parent saw so much money all go put in my bank!!!
then I also too lazy go save up liao.. =P aniway I saving up buy hp pouch.. but tt I wan wait till get my new phone 1st ^^ but mus wait till next year when contract ends.. sad.. my father wan buy for mi this year but I wan wait till contract ends then can buy newer model lol..

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Monday, March 26, 2007

whew.. so exhausted 2dae ^^ go take neoprint for the 10th time liao or more.. I lost count le.. aniway.. after tt.. reach home at 6.. lucky mum not at home or else get a telling abt studying and not fooling around.. lol.. then waste abt 11 dollar in jus 1 dae.. so guilty )=
nvm la.. dun waste so much money tmr lor.. no prob ^_- aniway 2dae goin to sch, it simply pours plus the threatening thunder.. make mi dun feel lky walking to sch so call on rac and her frenz so decided to take taxi instead.. lol.. lucky nvr or else waste abt half my pocket money liao.. cause in the end the queue too long and on the other side all the taxis nvr stop for us ):
so take bus then run in the rain.. lucky nvr late!! reach classroom at 7.30am lor.. hehe.. but alot of ppl so ke lian.. jam outside.. haiz.. 2dae so surprising to mi also finding myself almost late.. cause in my whole life in goin to sch I dun remember of being late b4.. lol.. maybe for tuition but nvr for sch ba.. dunno liao if got..
aniway nowadaes quite attach to tsubasa chronicle!! then found out the english theme song and its lyrics.. I lov3 the lyrics.. so nice~
---> far in the light, I can see it in every scene of the night
a tiny feather of love
I got to go, destiny never finds the way for me, my love
even in the night I see your face, in the dark
so I never lose my way to you
never close my heart the light is always there
time goes by, we can never stay the same
now we've come so far from love memory
though your smile has gone, we will never be apart
in our hearts we are one, for love melody
the future arrives with your love
willing to go to the place where you'll never need to
cry, I'll take you there willing to find an answer in all the winding road we have come through
in the heat of summer, cold of winter, I'm here
so you never lose your way to me
never close your heart your light is always here
time goes by, we can never stay the same in the
shades of hope, in love memory
though your smile has gone, we will never be apart
in our hearts we can hear the love melody
the future still shines, close to you

~Th3 End~

lol.. overall it means nvr lose hope.. I will always be with euu through bitter and sweet.. because, I luv euu.. ^_-

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Friday, March 23, 2007

yay!!! finally got some action in taking neoprint with my bbfz but we still haf trouble finding a dae.. haiz.. but there mus be 1 dae everybody can! even if dun haf, there's a will, there's a way! lol at most jus wait till b4 the end of this term then no tests or exams liao.. everybody mus be free by then.. haiz.. I really hope everybody can lor or else not fun wan.. but we can't say for sure when we free.. nvm la.. wait lor.. not as if nvr wait b4 ^^
aniway tmr another of my bbf birthdae!! lol.. great she lky my present =P hope she can get what she want tmr.. aniway she change alot but hope her love for dogs nvr change or else I dunno wad to buy liao =x lol.. ^^ know what they lky buy present easier ma..
mus remember to go and ask my fren their free daes or else mus wait till next week.. but I jus dun haf the patience.. who tell mi to be Libra - impatience type )= lol.. but sometimes waiting really kills mi but other time it doesn't matter.. lol..
I really wan to take neoprint with all my bbf.. plssss jus 1 dae all of us free.. or else I will be lky from heaven drop to hell liao.. lol..
aniway it help mi not to sleep in class cause I nvr sleep is I daydreaming abt neoprint ma.. hehe.. but teacher dunno onli.. but really mus start to listen or else ltr exam come again I die liao..
haiz.. busy and tiring dae..

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Monday, March 19, 2007

lol.. quite pleased wuth my marks for this common test surprisingly ^^ I hope I can get better results next time.. haiz.. almost always jus a mark difference between mi and sijie.. A1 and A2 so sad.. but nvm my mum tell mi to study harder for next exam lor but now I lky to slack (=
aniway I almost reach my own expectance so quite ok le but still got more papers to come, hope I will do well in those papers..
haiz.. jus now I had a stomachache from eating too full.. say I full le but mus finish up my bowl of food till I really can't eat then finally let mi off =( haiz.. now I still feel so full.. next times I dun wan to eat at pizza hut jus b4 dinner le..
aniway take neoprint jus now for the dunno 3rd or 4th time.. then saw it still there.. lol.. dunno is happy or nervous? haiz.. I still so full but no more stomachache liao.. ltr mus see doctor to complain and take MC so dunnid go sch tmr^^
ops I think I writing long essay again.. better stop now ltr somebody else mus wear glasses cause see till eyes pain le =P

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Thursday, March 15, 2007

Dunno why.. feel so puzzled 2dae but forget it ^^ haiz.. someone tell mi sth which I am not sure is real or not.. so reply her the same.. but if u left sth alone for while but others are still active abt it will they abandon euu? Not sure but hope not..
Aniway, remember abt the vanilla, strawberry and chocolate.. I wan be vanilla but strawberry also veri nice cause it is so sweet and *high class*.. chocolate taste nice with jus a plain cold glass of water.. which bring out the best in some but not others.. Vanilla attracts mi because it taste nice on its own or mix with either strawberry and chocolate.. esp with ice cream soda and root beer.. so its can make a lot of friends.. but in truth vanilla, strawberry and chocolate all got nice parts..
so if they are personalities.. I choose vanilla but can plain vanilla compare with red, juicy strawberry and sweet, attractive chocolate? If so which one stands out? Sometimes too much of anithing will make u sick so which one can last forever? can euu know what a person is like jus by talking.. who is sincere and who is faker.. I am not sure.. haiz.. who got the ans?

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Wednesday, March 14, 2007

haiz.. 2dae sooooooooooooo super mad.. wake up early by my bros cause the key went missing.. then he got stuck outside.. so have to wait for my maid who taken it to get back lor.. then my brothers dunno what to do so wake mi up.. tell them to call our parents but both out to work so wake mi up jus to tell them wad to do.. I also dun have the key so expect mi wad to do? tell them to wait then the maid return a short while ltr.. as if not enuff.. I not feeling well 2dae so abit cranky then want to scream but cannot cause have sore throat.. ah!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am trying to finish up my hw so have to shut myself in the room or else I might jus shout and lose my voice.. haiz.. now cannot concentrate on my hw liao.. but 4get it.. ltr on I will finish it up..
finally express out all my anger! =]

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Monday, March 12, 2007

haiz.. change song liao.. but so sian dun feel lky doing my hw leh.. I know this week hols will pass by veri fast but now I onli wan to slack.. wonder.. this week wan gathering with eileen, rachel, jasmine, enci, sijie and jieying haiz, but dunno they wan or not or whether they are free? feel so tired.. onli wan to sleep.. haiz.. ytr shouldn't have stay up so late.. 2dae I plan to chiong all my chinese hw and history.. but dun think can wan la.. but have to finish my hw b4 can ply but I dun bother cause I always last min rush things ^^
aniway.. forget wad hw we have liao might as well slack while I can ltr on cannot liao..
slack~slack~slack~ ^_-

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Thursday, March 08, 2007

haiz.. so tired.. roadrun finally finished liao.. but this morn mus wake up at 4.45am.. to wash up and change clothes all tt.. haiz.. cause haf to go bak nan hua to take bus to west coast park.. mus met at 6.30.. 1 hr earlier leh.. so other ppl still enjoying their sleep I mus wake up liao.. so not fair..
but nvm la.. watch them run and sweat while all I have to do is stand there and keep guard.. quite nice except for the part abt feeding the mosquitos there la.. in the end jus splash water.. lol.. pacing around the mosquitos also canot bite =] but the mosquitos there so big and full of blood wan.. argh.. hui jie go squashed 2 then say both squirt out blood.. lucky I nvr see..
haiz.. dunno why nvr run also so tired.. cause after tt take bus go JP pizza hut eat then take neoprints again.. 2 daes in a row liao.. lol.. but in order to take neoprint have to go bak J.E.C.. so by the time I got home 6.30 liao.. then my 10 dollar lky tt spent liao in jus 1 dae.. then have to get money from my bank again.. I still own someone 2 dollar =x but lucky not much la..
dunno whether next year should do marshall or not leh.. cause if join dunnid run ma.. but dunwan to get up so early again and have to change my half-u.. nvm la..
think last year roadrun more fun than this year.. although last year I got run or so-called walk all the way lol.. haiz.. have to go check got ani *hw* left undone liao..

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Wednesday, March 07, 2007

Yay!! exams over le!!!yipee~ Lov3 it!! pity tmr doing marshall duty or else can walk 1 round and chat, who cares abt the prizes when there are frenz abt.. aniway, haiz.. but 1 great thing is goin to sch with them^^ in my father's car then I wan sit behind.. ops.. I forget abt the flash light =x too bad tmr mus go to sch at 6.30 argh.. so have to wake up at 5 to 4 sth.. now my mum keep calling mi to go sleep or else tmr kanna scolding.. this is the price I have to pay, haiz.. at least tmr can dun nid run lol..
better make it short.. but I polish my boots liao.. see I so *guai* cadet.. lky real.. I last min polish one.. lol.. can't wait for tmr.. aniway tmr no mac!! 2dae waste so much money mus take out extra money from my bank.. haiz.. scared ltr they forget cause if all buy I nvr I will go crazy.. =P
at least 2dae neoprint is relax kind not lky last time so high so spent less money.. whew! but I think I gonna set aside some money for neoprint so wheneva they wan I am ready ^^ nearly forget own someone 1 dollar.. better take out some coins.. my coins all gone in to my*investment* liao.. aniway, jieying.. jasmine.. rachel.. eileen.. enci.. sijie.. when u all free so can take some 2gether?

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