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Thursday, October 21, 2010

Such a long time since I blog. I dunno why, just feel like writing something. It's such a long time.. however the sense of dread come again. Why? Sometimes I dunno what to do. I saw many ppl crying today. The sense of sadness is so overwhelming. It's as though I was going through that period again, when my results give mi a big F. I know how it feels, esp when you thought all is over, you are going to retain. That time I dunno why, tears just come flowing out. All I remember is how enci help mi to squeeze that one mark in to save mi from retaining. Now, as a by-stander, you dunno what to do. The sense of helplessness. You dunno whether to stay or go. You understand ppl might not want ur comfort, they dun wan ur empty words. they dun need ur pity. On the otherhand, you are just... helpless... you dunno what to do... u can only watch and feeling sad because you felt as though ur friends don't allow you to probe in. so outside.
Sometimes you wonder isit better for u to keep quiet? I don't even feel the heart to study, or do anithing.
you feel like screaming, why don't you just let mi be?
that's all. all it takes is just one result. sometimes why don't ppl just see our character? even if that person is an all A student, seriously if his personality is not good, he is not a good employee. All I want is veri simple. Everything went back to normal.

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