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Sunday, May 28, 2006

Life is just a big puzzle that cannot be solved. Everydae sth new arises and a piece of that puzzle goes missing just when u're finishing. How're we supposed to move on? How're we supposed to try? Everytime, I do anything... Fail, I know *My results must be the worst in class, even though, I didn't get last... I still feel, angry... sad... or maybe disappointed might be a better word for it... I still dun get it, I did study hard for these test after all, am I really not really suitable to stay... Maybe I got in by pure luck, well it is just too bad, I can't transfer now, can I?
I will. Sometimes I just want to break down and cry. Yet I can't do that, I wonder why? Am I not normal? *Everytime I cry, it's for nth important or even worth crying over it... I feel terrible inside, I hate this feeling...
Eating me from the inside are my emotions, my thoughts. This world is not suitable for me, the reality is too great for me, it is cruetly itself... I hate to accept the truth of anything, from anyone... I know why truth hurt, cause it just have do that. We 're reminded by truth to change and learn but why doees it has to hurt... And hurt so much...

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