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Friday, February 23, 2007

yay!! NeoprintAddicted le~ J.E.C nice but mj say tiong there the best lol.. dunno la but luv taking neoprint.. hehe.. 2dae actually spent 9 sth on neoprint .. lunch aready cost 6 sth le.. I wan faint le la.. but nvr mmind la 1st time ma.. but let my parent noe I will get a scolding =x but they noe I taking la.. they nvr say anithing except I waste money but I jus roughly say abt jus some onli la.. lol I use up my pocket money liao..
haiz.. next time I wan take some more!! but now I would luv to take some with rachel eileen jasmine jieying enci sijie cause we nvr take during pri 6 so sad.. maybe nxt time during hols lor.. but mus save up money liao.. haiz..
then during airport tt time.. so sad 2 years in korea leh.. although I not exactly her classmate or know her veri long but she quite nice, friendly and pretty lol.. but by the time reach home abt 10 sth ba.. lucky parent nvr scold.. nowadaes more lack with mi haha.. then lky tt alone also let? amazing!aniway my maid also wan go bak liao.. she veri nice lor.. not lky some, she nvr lky go out then come bak veri late or sth lky tt and my money left everywhr one always she help mi find and give them bak to mi =P see I so extra NOT careful with money but she veri honest.. haiz.. will miss her lor
sometimes my parents and bros go to work and for sch.. alone at home veri scary leh.. cause without her ma but she always around then more comfortable and hor she always help mi tie plaits to sch one leh.. my mum will get annoyed sometimes then in the end left to her but when she leave.. I might have to tie myself.. cause she goin to work sometimes.. unless I wake up at 4sth la.. super crazy lor..
without her next year CNY, ani celebrations will seem emptier and no more ppl staying in my bedroom and to ask for my things I misplaced.. then in the night cannot stay up cause noone ma.. then at least her bedroom 24hrs got lights on cause I alone will luan luan think, haiz.. wish she can go next year.. but ask her to labour for another hard 1 year? aniway she got family ma, her children onli abt my brothers age onli lor.. wish everyone can be HaPpi3~

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Tuesday, February 20, 2007

haiz.. tmr bak to sch.. stressed.. supposed to revise during these daes but dragged out to visit and cousins visiting.. have to say gd bye to my revision le..
sometimes I wanna be lky my big sis cousin.. she completed her studies and is currently working.. so lucky.. not much stress ma.. cause working in social wadeva de.. 4get liao.. then got anithing can asked her but always didn't.. aniway my mum full of praises for her..
then 2nd cousin.. emm.. dunno la.. she also wan complete her studies liao ba, then both mum and maid said she grew prettier, lol..
then 3rd cousin.. hmm, quite ok la.. hmm my mum said she also same as mi.. sec 1 also not gd but during sec 2 she worked veri hard and acheived great marks.. then her piano grade 4 also failed but she so gd.. grade 5 passed.. I hope my mum is not expecting mi to be the same as her..
haiz.. stressed out liao la.. I youngest among my cousins, except for my bros tt is.. always getting comments from tt same age boi cousin as if in sch not bad enuff.. then always he started 1st then I started to quarrel with him.. quite ok la.. used to it.. past 14 years sama sama.. when we met no comments exchanged quite strange.. but wish he didn't always started it tt way..
dunno why but he dunno when started it then we always at loggerheads, then at my mum side also got.. tt boi cousin also samasama.. but we get along better now la cause grown up ma then met not veri much.. but I think we jus dunno how to speak to the oppo.. cause all of us age quite close.. but ok la.. he quite nice ^^ helped mi with my phone once when I left it at home..
then during visits at my hse they played mahjong which I am not exactly interested and I played with the others with pokas.. which is quite fun cause I won a few rounds.. then watched show.. then use com awhile.. found out 1 of my cousins played maple but lvl lower then mi.. yipee!! at least I won 1 over him.. hehe.. his age greater ma.. then we log in maple awhile.. showed him my acc.. then my aunt wan used.. but found out my com got prob..
my uncle fixed it up then wan to get rid of the prob in my com but cannot find the disk for it.. so advised my father to buy a new com.. yay!!!!~ cause of the utra rays which will hurted mi or wadeva.. so new com after a year!Usual ppl commments my father won't take it in but cause my uncle a professor in polytechnic then experienced in com ma..so lucky lor.. but dunno when he gonna buy.. will dragged if I dun remind one..
but I gonna quit com playing till after common tests.. haiz.. have to say bb to new com le.. then found out why it lagged.. cause I have too mani things on my com.. have to get rid of some.. but after common tests cause now I haven't even started on my revision.. haiz..

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Saturday, February 17, 2007

ytr went bak to JWPS.. with all our frenz ^^ but sry to made euu all waited for the 2hr plus.. I didn't noe the concert would end at 1pm.. lucky euu all ended at 10am.. or maybe unlucky? cause euu all mus wait so looonng.. lol..
then managed to go into the staff room.. haiz.. why most of the teachers either left or transferred to other sch? soo not fair.. I think by the end of next year, all our teachers who had taught us will not be at JWPS le!!! then no reason to visit JWPS le.. so sad..
haha.. then saw my bro at the 3rd floor doing prefect duty.. but I still can't imagine him being a prefect, lol.. but then his prefect duty quite fun cause alot of his frenz there with him..
haiz.. lov3 JWPS canteen food especially their chinese rice, and drinks ^^ and I onli use half of my pocket money abt 2 dollar plus then can buy dozen of things le..
haiz.. feel lky goin bak to JWPS.. missed life there.. but time cannot turn bak can it? aniway.. as year by year goes by.. JWPS changed alot.. lky the teachers.. and their conference room veri nice and modern now.. onli last year during teacher's dae we went there,, then now different le.. why things changed so much?
but at least lu lao shi still there!! If she not teaching there liao.. no point goin bak le.. then tot we saw my twins buddy during pri 5.. now she should be.. pri 4 le ^^ then Jas and I take turns calling her, jia hui, jia min.. but in the end she scared of us liao.. lol cause she is their sis not them.. then in the same class as my bro, saw her with my bro so ask lor.. but they looked veri alike leh..
then 1 of his fren said sth lky tt: he veri cute and sweet, cannot bully him! lol.. my bro veri cute and sweet? well I mus admit I think he the shuai ge of my family.. so apple of my parents' eye also.. but cute and sweet? haha.. I didn't noe my bro was lky tt.. but when he wan his own way, he quite cute la.. my mum said b4 a fren of hers wan be his godparent leh!! so he veri lucky but my aunt disagreed so can't.. but ltr on her fren got a son of her own liao.. but why some ppl always 'zhong nan qing nu' ?
Being a gurl is there anithing wrong abt it? I dun think we are ani thing worse then bois.. but lucky my parents not lky tt ^^ aniway my mum said bois can be veri naughty sometimes, hehe..

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Sunday, February 11, 2007

lol.. I veri bad leh, go put her photo.. ltr spread I die liao.. =x haiz.. art need do at least 4 hrs of drawin??? I wan die liao, I think tmr then I do, hehe.. then so sianz.. doing maths now, lucky parents not home =P last nite got a scoldin cause I go and spent so much ytr.. not exactly a scolding la.. jus nagged at mi onli, lol..less than 1 min.. then my father helped mi pay, but I return him his money cause I wan buy myself ^^
mi bro so unlucky.. said got snake in his sch?! his sch is JWPS!! my old sch~ cause he prefect so all prefects are called to find the snake!! OMG! If I was him, I faint liao.. snake leh, not even sure poisonous or not.. a student got biten by the snake.. then someone say the snake in the canteen, haiz.. next week wan visit sch mus be careful cause the snake not found yet.. a snake in sch.. wow.. so exciting.. but veri dangerous lol.. hope the snake sppeared when I visit cause can *catch* it most likely I ran 10 miles by then le =P
aniway.. my bro say sth abt sch being haunted, lol.. I remember in my times, got a rumour abt the 3rd floor gurls toliet got ghosts, once I went in there alone then got noises and door slamming shut but my friends all outside so I scared to death.. aniway my friends when I dashed outside were no whr near the toliet aniway they won't play such a prank but then now not so scared liao.. then cause of the 3rd floor being haunted spread lky fire till all the teachers and principal knew abt it then in assembly, the principal announced abt no such things as ghosts or the toliet bring haunted and banned us from spreading such rumours.. then nvr said a word again lor..
aniway by then I nvr used tt toliet again..
my bro now in 3rd floor, hehe.. can scared him but we always exchanged ghost stories so all of us not scared but fun ^^ .. though sometimes he scared by my stories cause I described till lky real.. then do actions ma, but during the night then scary.. in the morn we jus laughed it off, lol..

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Saturday, February 10, 2007

Chia Lek Kee!!

Cheyenne, Zhiyun and cute cute Micheal ^^

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yay! finally have time to post^^
Jus now went JP to buy frenzship's presents but have to wait for half an hour b4 we can start.. cause of some reasons but nvm.. cause during the time we talked and then went Popular, there veri noisy cause Mr Midnight was there then alot of promoting abt his book.. then I remembered when I am small, I bought the 1st 5 books of his but got stolen in sch, then got scolded by mi mum.. I was extremely sore tt week cause how I noe someone will want to steal those books ma.. haiz..
then saw Chinese Cinderella's book series, I love readin tt 1st story but the 2nd series I nvr manage to borrow from the library.. but my fren let mi borrow from her! thxs =] after tt when goin out, saw harry potter's books then my fren haven't read Half-blood Prince so I offered to learn her, aniway she also learned mi her book so we can exchange ma ^^
then when she arrived, all of us can finally set off.. told her we met alot of her classmates 2dae but pity nvr met someone.. haiz..
1st stop* Precious Thots
Precious Thots earned alot of money from us ='[ I spent a total of 13 dollar there lor.. my whole week of pocket money lky tt spent le.. O.Q so sad.. but at least all the presents I settled there.. hahax..
my frenz haven't so went Yellow, Gift A Name & Ice Lemon Tea.. but Gift A Name is renowned for the price of their items.. but last year I think most of our presents bought there but now have a few more favourite shops..
I think I kind of like Precious Thots cause their things are very nice and pretty, too bad cannot buy their soft toys.. haiz.. Gift A Name soft toys are jus as exp so no way, so can onli daydream lor, lol..
Ice Lemon Tea's earrings are kind of unique, they even have buttons, fishbones.. plastic earrings, but I lky the heart-shaped earrings best=] cause it got tt kind of shimmer then doesn't look plain ma..
Yellow's earrings most are nice, so always go there look at them.. but their shop assistants are veri veri *welcoming* when u stepped in, they stand around euu asking u wad u wan to buy so sometimes veri hard not to escape without purchasing ani of their items.. but now I think we learned le.. jus say no thxs can le.. but I still got tt kind of guilt inside.. not sure why
but lucky 2dae dun nid to speak much cause most was my fren tt purchased not mi o.o then remember ytr the <3>
2dae veri fun.. too bad someone not there.. or else double the fun ^^

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Friday, February 09, 2007

Yay! next week chinese new year le ^^ unless mi caculation wrong, lol.. then no NPCC next week.. yahoo~ then I wan to go bak on 16th feb, to visit mi pri sch.. haiz.. not much teachers to see le.. Miss Lim not there, Mdm Hamidah tranferred to another sch.. Mdm Loo also.. unless we take a trip to Lakeside pri, then our pri 6 teachers all gone, so not fair.. pri 6 is one of my most fun and exciting year of all.. then all the memories are taken away from us.. sometimes feel as if JWPS was no longer the same.. maybe because everybody we shared tt special year with were no longer there.. onli the sch remains, but if there's no memories of it, it will only be an empty shell.. not a significane place to us ani more..
I am scared next year will be the same, sec 3.. separated into different classes.. then one by one.. not in the same class as ur frenz.. having to start all over again.. but this year veri fun^^ and also last year with 2o3 le.. haiz.. will miss 1o3'06, 2o3'07 veri veri much..

hope its not goin to be the same as 6a.. hope so..

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Thursday, February 08, 2007

Yay!! thxs my friend!!! She let mi hitch a ride from her father.. thxs ^^ veri much.. mi mum wan mi to bring sth to thanks her so adding to my load!! haiz.. heavy bag tmr =P aniway chibi means cute in **forget wad language =x ** not a bad word.. haiz.. but nvm I change le.. glad someone pointed it out to mi =]

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Haiz.. tmr got NPCC leh.. then have to bring the camera and the whole NP uniform plus PT kit.. OMG!! *faint* Tt's why I dun feel lky going.. but have to go.. think have master parade but ltr I comfirm with my frenz ^^ then I have to go earlier plus my father cannot give mi a ride cause he's working late.. argh! So mani things to bring? I hope I remember but the camera remember liao.. cause I got 2 alarm clock.. 1 is ky jus now rang the bell le.. maybe ltr on vic will sms mi or might not.. but still I at least remember tt.. hahax
but the guys dun nid to dance for tmr, haiz.. not fair cause they quite funni aniway.. but without them maybe better ba.. hope so.. tmr I wan hitch a ride from her leh.. but if they are going early la.. at least got friends going 2gether but cannot.. caculate le.. then go myself lor.. then Jas, Eil,Jieying.. sry cannot go sch with u all tmr.. haiz.. have to go myself alone on the train ride? I cannot take it la.. so scary without friends to talk to at least being with them feel more normal.. but nvm.. have to learn ^^

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Tuesday, February 06, 2007

Jess and Enci.. I will get back at euu =P euu all own mi one hahax.. 2dae the most fun lesson.. I vote for acc lol.. cause we go and watch show ma ^^ then 2o5 sitting behind us, yay! Oh ya, hhy sitting behind behind enci leh.. so lucky rite? ^_- then someone seem to lky kicking the back of the chair.. and opening up the cover hor.. >.<
haiz.. hope acc always lky tt leh.. watch show more fun than sitting down there wan to fall asleep also cannot.. hahax.. 2dae emm.. I fall asleep for 3 extra hours!!! I didn't know I so tired leh.. reach home then immediately sleep le.. but wake up jus in time for dinner and watch lez it shine =] haiz.. lucky finished up my maths liao.. eng tmr then I do, aniway no eng lesson tmr..
emm no sure actually got all the info from sijie =P I too lazy to check le.. too bad tmr need stay back or else can go home sleep.. =\ but nowadaes I lie on my bed then sleep for such long hours mus change! OMG!! now then I know wad I nvr do.. tmr got.. lit test! cannot sleep also cannot.. lie down there few minutes ltr sleep le.. tmr MUS not sleep thurs got bio test lor!1 my science is the worst!! die liao.. )=

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Monday, February 05, 2007

To mi.. everything is lky a fairytale land.. it started with a smile but ended it with a tear.. it hurtx.. veri much.. the more u try.. the least u seemed to be able to do.. but in the end, u onli make urself worst then ever.. so stay as urself and forget it.. it may make euu feel lonely.. afraid.. but euu prevent urself from getting emotionally drained.. so u can focus ur energy on happi and worthy things.. but sometimes.. euu can't means can't no forcing.. why things are always getting worse?
lost in a nvr-ending maze.. euu can onli see the exit when u are at ur last moment.. treasuring ur life in the maze but how mani wrong turnings had we made in our life.. sometimes euu feel as if euu can trust noone again but next dae.. a ray of sunshine made euu feel warm and u started to trust again.. repeating history again and again.. it made ur wounds opened after it had healed and euu closed it again.. why u made us feel hurt.. let us always stay away from the maze could u? not to take ani wrong turnings because it hurtx too much everytime.. make it stop..

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Saturday, February 03, 2007

Haiz.. I feel so.. sad? I dunno how to describe.. All of them refused to tell mi wad's going on but to tell the truth I know abit from snatches of their conversation.. then feel so horrible lor.. AH!!! Sorri.. but mei you ban fa so.. smlie? tell others to be happi sounds so easy now I know why.. doing it is so hard.. sometimes euu jus can't help it.. I dun like it when euu use mi in ur plot.. I hope euu didn't but it kind of sound like tt.. wad.. ltr on I won't be able to laugh out loud.. it gave mi the creeps.. I ca't even concentrate on my studies now.. I wasted the whole dae le.. but jus cannot concentrate ltr on maybe 2nite I dun sleep see whether can finished up all my hw.. haiz.. if onli I dun think of 413 or else I goin to go mad.. if I found out wad's going on.. euu all better dun betray mi or else I am goin to get soo mad..
try concentrating is so hard.. my mind keep wondering bak.. try so hard but why it is sometimes so hard to control ur mind? I know I am not gonna concentrate as long as I dunno wad they are up to.. sometimes I wish I have the act of invisiblity haiz.. then the victim haven't online.. if not ytr I rushing to watch show I would have ask him till morn.. haiz.. aniway wadeva job u wan to be dun ever be a detective lol.. haiz..

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Friday, February 02, 2007

Yay! The virus dun have le.. download the avast then delete it away.. hahax.. but I have no idea wad is being deleted away, lucky no loss of pics.. haiz.. my parents dunno abt the virus infection though.. no point telling them, I told them, they will banned me from the com so aniway I fixed le.. tt's lucky but try telling my mum when I fixing the com but then she jus emm.. ar.. oh.. so dunno whether she listening or not.. lol.. but still got 1 prob haven't fixed leh.. strange.. my com keep hanging for awhile then after I press ctrl and space then the toolbar underneath come back on.. but sometimes it doesn't work.. dunno is virus or wad, jus a prob ltr on then I fix, lol.. haiz.. tests next week, stress.. So mani.. better study all subjects during weekends or else if I flunked another test.. alamak le..
haiz.. teacher keep wanting us to go on edulearn then I think read the things on the powerpoint.. but the thing is I dun have ppt, how to open? haiz.. my com have to install alot of things but I eldest so my responsability lor.. always lky tt.. sometimes I wan be the youngest, maybe the middle one also not bad.. then everytime I got tests they have project always so unlucky one.. mus complain to teachers.. lol..
haiz.. why secondary life so short? primary life so long? I wan both to be long.. hahax.. then I wonder why they all so strange? I know they are up to something not good.. but they won't tell mi.. mad.. always shout my name? mus be up to sth.. I hate it when they are like tt, might as well go home on my own.. up to sth no gd.. because.. well I jus knew it.. should I trust them? dun think so.. her secret? well.. if it is a secret why everybody in it seems to know?
Jus take it tt nth happens..
i am.. watching euu...

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