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Sunday, May 24, 2009

I feel so frustrated with myself. I spend whole of friday sleeping, whole of saturday playing and now whole of sunday watching show..
=.= I m dead meat... What I wan... is not what I always get, tt's why I love daydreaming so much. Sad thing is I always daydream in class.. well.. not always but jus sometimes.. I wonder wad it is lky to be sth different.... I am super disappointed can.. not jus sad... but I surprise myself... seriously o.O what I wan is more..
I realise I love to watch sad shows and listen to sad songs... I realise tears does not bring u anithing, it didn't even wash away ur sadness, it onli make u feel worse. I learn tt from drama hahaz...
I do not now wad I want, I do not have ani goals... I onli noe the only goal I haf for now is to do well in my studies. but my dream? I do not even have 1.. I always wonder wad I will be? I am interested but not gd in it.. I am onli average in the things I can probably do.. haiz... I heard frm someone, everyone has a purpose in life, be it a housewife or businessman they play a vital role in our life, we jus nvr notice.. so wad's my purpose in life? I guess I m still searching for it.. I hope my search is over soon.. I wan to find the thing I haf been looking for, which is missing frm my life for 15 yrs.

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